geishadeconstruct: (:: flesh is false - nothing's real)
Sorry I totally haven't been around for a few days. I wasn't feeling very well for awhile so I kind of avoided eeeeverything, including the internet, and I also had to take Lia to her therapy appt which pretty much always sucks because they don't like me. Idk why I feel like that, but I do, and it's really fucking stressful to have to sit in the waiting room for an hour or however long it takes (sometimes they go like way over) while the receptionist glares at me. Yanno, if you saw me going out you'd think I wouldn't give a shit but I really do sometimes. -___-;;

Also went to the doctor's on the same day so that didn't help either. I think they're angry with me because I keep going back and forth on getting help, because sometimes I'm like fuck I'm fucking destroying myself and make plans to actually work on getting at least a little bit better. But like those ever stick around. I mean, I usually start thinking about that when I get really sick and stuff and then once I've managed to get better I end up right in the same patterns I'm always in. I've been (mooooostly) sticking to my meal plan stuff and all that but I think they think I need to change that, and that kinda freaks me out a little, you know? :/

whatever.

Nooot thinking about that. INSTEAD. Meeeeeeme. :D

1. One thing you last thought about:
2. One thing that is next to you now:
3. Biggest dream:
4: One thing you can't live without (in an emotional way, don't cheat and say "food"/"water"/etc. ^^):
5. What makes you happy:
6. What are you listening to now/have listened to last:
7. What is particularly good/bad about my LJ/DW:
8. An interesting fact about you:
9. Are you in love/have a crush at the moment:
10. Favorite place to be:
11. Favorite lyric:
12. Best time of the year:
13. Weirdest food you like:
14. If you're turned into a unicorn, what's the first thing you will do?

RECOMMEND
1. A film:
2. A book:
3. A song:
4: A band:

PLUS
1. One thing you like about me:
2. Two things you like about yourself:
3. Put this in your LJ/DW so I can tell you what I think of you?
geishadeconstruct: (:: strange kind of feeling)
I was going to write this thing about today, but I find it's a lot easier to deal with if I do it with gifs and macros and other random shit I found on the internet.

SO I WOKE UP AND I WAS ALL LIKE:


AND I WAS ALL LOL SKYLAR MEBBE BREAKFAST AND LIEK A NORMAL FUCKING ROUTINE ONCE IN AWHILE WOULD HELP, HERP DERP. EXCEPT:


only opposite of how this usually interpreted -___-

SO THEN I WAS ALL WELL FUCK THIS NOISE WHAT'S IN THE LIQUOR CABINET? THAT'S LIKE BREAKFAST.



AND THEN YOU KNOW WHAT TIME IT WAS? IT WAS TIME TO:



AND DANCE AROUND THE HOUSE LIKE A MAD THING WITH LIA. 8D





Except I still don't feel all that much better than I did when I woke up and I reallyreallyreally reeeeeeealllllly wish Ela would just come home because I have no idea where she is and for some reason right now I am flipping my shit over it. I would like to not be flippin' no shit up in here kthnx.

Also why did I do this I hate drinking .__.

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